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ive decided to temporarily turn this blog into something new. lately, ive been going through a lot, and have begun to lose trust in a cold world in which i had always thought was warm and welcoming. see growing up means learning life can occasionaly suck. people say it is the most accomplishing thing to realize that you are growing up. however, i feel myself crumbling inside. i feel a sort of depression over coming me. it's nothing serious. i would never think about hurting myself. but sometimes the tears seem to be leaving tracks on my face. the frowns seem more permanent. i figured since i enjoy writing so much that maybe this can be some kind of therapy. see, i was never one to share how i feel to other people. i would never want to see a therapist. im not comfortable and would never be able to get the whole truth out. my hands may shake as i type the words that i never want anyone to know, but it's better than keeping it all bottled up inside of me as i have my whole life.